Each minute seems like an hour and each hour seems like a day.  I still am numb and cannot believe that Craig is not ever going to come home again.  I miss him so much!!!  I know tht people loose their loved ones each day and they recover and move on.  People tell me it will get easier.....it is so hard to believe that.  I  really want to to believe it, because I cannot imagine living the rest of my life with this empty filling and and such a heavy heart.

My friends have been amazing!!  You have provided me with more support than one person could ever hope or ask for.  For each of you that were at the hospital day after day and those who where with us when Craig passed, thank you.  Those who have brought food, thank you.  I would list everyones names, but I know I would forget someone, so you know who you are!!!  Emily's place of work sent food too and has given her as much time as she needs off to grieve and to be with me.  They have been great.  Thank you Moosylvania for being so understanding and generous. 

CRAIG DID NOT WANT A TYPICAL FUNERAL (BELIEVE IT OR NOT)   SO WE ARE HAVING A CELEBRATION OF HIS LIFE ON SATURDAY APRIL 18TH AT THE ART MUSEUM.  More details to follow.  I just wanted to get the date out so if anyone wanted to make flight & hotel plans they could. 

Believing I will see him once again...Shelly