As I sit here and read and reread the blogs that have been sent recently and not so recently it amazes me how many lives Craig has touched.  As I try to search for answers of WHY?? I keep reading this blog.  I know this blog has let me share some of my most "private" moments.  Scream, cry, laugh, joke, hope and yes BELIEVE with all of you and I do so unjudged.

My sister is right I do draw great comfort from this blog.  I do go to it each morning hoping a note is there from someone.  Craig always asks me to tell him if someone has blogged so I know he looks forward to them too.  It is an amazing thing this blog.  It has gotten me through some pretty rough times.  I was able to share one of the happiest times too, Emily & Kyle's wedding.  I am about to write a new chapter on the blog...

This chapter will be the hardest chapter yet.  As with each chapter, I do not know how long it will last....but I know the tragic ending!  I ask you for your continued support and prayer for my family.  I don't know how one prepares to say goodbye to their soul mate.  I have been preparing for this time, I knew it would come.  But, I will never be ready..........

Shelly